I really feel like cruising the streets on a board right now. Tonight also reminds me why I'm even in love with skateboarding. It's definitely one of my life's highs. I remember the feeling of riding down Waipio at 6 in the morning to the bus stop, earphones in, super cold morning chills, the sound of a fresh complete cruising on the cement. It's quite a feeling. Skateboarding was & will always be sort of a "get away" thing for me. You can just step on a board & just feel better sometimes. Right now, I just want to cruise down a smooth road. I'm in need of a new deck. Still want to build a better cruiser. I just wish I had the time to skate like how I used to. So, whenever I get the chance to skate, I try to make the best of it & so far, I've been successful at it. I seriously wish the city didn't post some bullshit map of the park across my house when they first started building it. I was so stoked that they were going to build a skate park. But instead, they made a archery range. People shouldn't grumble about us skateboarding around here, then.

This is entry is so jumbled up -_- I'm jumbled up at the moment. I really just want to go ride a board.

Also, I really want to get out of here. I know I'm always bitching about moving out & getting out of Hawaii, but whatever. I'll bitch all I want. I want to get out of here. Over so many things. I just want to get away & enjoy. Live somewhere else for a little while. If not, someone shoot me with an awesome job that I could get used to so I can get on with my future. OUR future. Get on with my plans. My dreams. Collab.

I don't know. This week just has been a pretty stressful one. Towards the end of the week I was just keeping things in. Keeping all the frustration in & just keep working. But it was such a great friday night out with my lady. We both needed it more than anything. It felt so great. Drink. Dinner. Fun. Enjoying each other's company.

Feels like so much is going on right now. Last time I felt this way was before I quit Vans. -_- Life gotta be stress free, but unfortunately it's not.